My good fortune and everything fine that happens to me just reenforces my despair over the less fortunate. I don't dwell on sadness and misery but it's never far from the front of my mind. I suppose that using the love in your heart to try to make the world a little softer for the rest of the world is about the best that I can do.
It's a waste of time to rehash the things that I've done wrong but I hope I've got some of it right now. There will always be opportunities to help. To love. This is heaven. Make the most of it.