Nobody tells you the truth. Truth just is. Long ago I figured out that money isn't the key to anything. Fools deal in that currency. Feeling is the secret. I call it a "secret" because it seems to go overlooked so very often.
Now you'll pay a price for feeling more than the rest. A steep one at that. You don't so much choose to be a seeker. If it finds you, you're in.
Hold on. Welcome aboard.