So, if I have failed this many times how do I know that it's out there? What makes a fool like me hold on to the romantic notion that love conquers all? I just know, that's all. I'm not waiting for anything and I have no expectations. That is not to say, though, that I am anything but optimistic. We all deserve unlimited love, unconditional love. I have read that we can only accept the love that we think we deserve. I should be really lucky then.