Oh, how many times have I whined about spinning my wheels, waiting to start living? You know, as soon as I finish school or when I get this new job. Maybe, once I can afford this new car or as soon as she moves out.
I suppose I've had it disappear for a few months or even a year at a time. Usually, though, I'm passing time with excuses for living without passion.
Now, I've lived a long time and it's here. It showed up once I stopped looking.