After more than a few hard years I was coasting on fumes when I lost my mom earlier this year. Feeling sad and feeling sorry for myself was about as much as I could feel. Friends got me through. All that crap about finding out who your friends are turns out to be true. The fact that lifelong friends stood by me and supported me was great. The folks that had more recently come into my life and rallied by my side was very special to me. When people that I hardly knew at all showered me with love it changed everything.
I have a big karmic debt. I owe a lot of love. I will start by loving everyone who has ever been in my life and I'll try my best to be on the lookout for anyone who needs me. Love changes everything.