What I lack in ambition, I make up for in,,,
Well, sir, I don't make up for it at all. What I see passing for success doesn't seem to hold much for me.
Over a lifetime searching for truth I have learned that the most valuable resources are kindness and joy. Keep learning. You'll notice that it becomes more obvious how little you know.
If I were so pompous as to offer any life advice, I suppose it would be to hang on to your innocence. Oh, I'm guessing that you have done wrong and I wouldn't be surprised if you didn't screw up some more. I've made a regular thing of it. I can tell you now that innocence is like a lizard's tail. It will probably come back.
Whatever else you're doing, love.